Boys schmoys

That's right TS. We have a thing with guys. It's called "you're a douchy and I am over it!" Well even though your dating life has made you an even better writer/singer I still think you're obnoxious.

True. True...

Yes. This is true. Which is why I don't really look. Lol! More or less I just meander and peek. (:

I really do.

thank you chris isaak

love is a wicked game....
this poem is inspired by the song wicked game by chris isaak because it has been in my head for a few days now. Which oddly enough came out in 1989, the year I started kindergarten and also the year I first loved. lol So

Live in the moment, live in the now he says
Don't think too much, don't worry so.
If love were to come find you today
You would be so blind and just let it go.
its there, grab it, hold it tight
I don't dare
How do I know its not the same as before? Is it right?
I would rather end up not jaded and stay right here.
When the world is on fire
He's found new desire
I am done... once again
Broken hearted, lost, confused, alone, hopeless in sin to free myself of pain
"What a wicked thing to do,
make me dream of you"
Now I hide. The now is my sorrow
My wall is built high.
No trojans or tricksters will come around tomorrow
For I, don't want to fall in love again tonight.
-Danielle Cummins

Ok now that you know I am jaded and dreaming of exes and trying to date and my world is a mess, I hope you enjoyed my creative writing piece. What is my deal?!? It might have something to do with the ZERO degree temperature outside! But I think it is also because January is a tough month over all. It is almost four years to my d-day! Superbowl sunday to be exact. I feel like writing my ex huz a happy-I-left-you-4-years! card in celebration. Hahaha and then send one to the ex bf as well. A happy-one-year-anniversary-you're-a-liar-d-bag-I left-you-too. Maybe I should celebrate it instead of sulk. ha! I actually notice it is the norm to be divorced. It seems that al the decent guys are just married for now... and soon enough they will be back on the market thanks to their cheating wives. "God bless us, everyone" -tiny tim (: ya I joke now but just you freakin wait.
Anyway, I put in another offer on a house. Bout time right?!? Well, maybe. The market turned right as I entered the door last spring. Sadly its been a sellers, well, short-sellers market and I am not aggressive nor patient enough to play that bank game. But..... this time we will see!!!! Keep ur fingers and legs crossed! teeehehehe
Ok ok so last on my listylist. I signed up for guitar lessons again. YAYAYAYAAAA. I am excited because I am gonna take it seriously this time, right after I take a nap... lol
xoxo, D

Well hello blogger land

I have missed you. But I have been too busy to mess around on my silly blog. It is now part way through January. What the heckness? My poor baby car was obliterated by another bumper tonight. Entirely my fault... but long story short she will be fixed and I m sure my insurance will go up. Who let me drive in the first place? lol
I am all stuffy and so its hard to hear my own thoughts so bear with me. Little puma missed me s much while I was gone to Disneyland for a week. He hasn't left my side. He's probably afraid I will leave again. Its nice though to have a snuggle companion while I am sicky in bed. If only he knew how to cook chicken noodle soup! Hahaha
On a lighter note, I got an email from the University saying my BSN diploma is in the mail!!! Hip hip hooray!! Now if only I had a pay increase... to pay off student loans! ANyway, I am excited because I now have the ability to go to grad school if I want to or transfer to another state like Hawaii. Oh how nice would that be?!?!? Speaking of medicine.. I know my tat is the caduceus representing the medical symbol. I was told that it is only modern medicine that has adopted the symbol from Ancient Greeks. I agree in a sense but truly its the sign/symbol that has its true meaning to me. The thing is that modern medicine is always progressing and so am I.
Ok enough rambling about crap... we all know why you came to the blog journal anyway. Boy drama/dish. Well kids, I have to admit that there is none at the moment. I know SHOCKER!!! The sad thing is that I am more motivated to cook and clean and bake stuff when I am seeing a guy. But for now, its gonna be a long winter groundhog. I don't think I want to date for a while. I hate games and mental stuff and all the other girls playing into it as well. Its exhausting. Like having a full time job. So me and my cat, yea guys I have a cat. DEALBREAKER! We will just continue on in our daily adventures.
Lastly I wanted to announce that I have received my orders of baby props/clothing for photo shoots. I will be able to do newborns thru one years. Some special stuff as well. Oh I couldn't be more excited. I will be setting up a mini studio for now at my place but can travel short distances too and in the warmer months we can do stuff outside. I have some awesome ideas.
Alright, I need some chapstick for my dry lips and some nyquil for my yuk nose. ughghghghhghgg I am a snotball mess. I think the inversion is making it worse cause inside my apt I don't seem to have a problem breathing. Bleh I am done hearing my inner thoughts. Sorry for the word vomit.
xoxo, me

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