What am I doing?

I have no clue.
I do not know
What things to do
What signs to show
You have me all
Twitterpated
Tonight alone...
I feel so jaded.
What the hell
Is going on
I tell myself
I'm in the wrong.
If loving you
Is my worst fear
Then what do I do?
I shed those tears.
Tonight to think
Tonight to cry
Tomorrow I blink
For again I try.
Xo