change of scenery

Why I love mondays:

Because mondays are a start of a new week. The chance, nay opportunity to make life what it is! YOURS! I am finishing my last rotation of nights at the NICU and I cried today looking at all the thank you cards I have collected on my fridge. What a difference I make. I never really saw it until I stepped back and looked at the big picture. I don't do it alone but I sure do contribute my all to the world. As much as I can. I focus so much on what I don't or can't do instead of looking at what I HAVE done. And DO every day. What a blessing it is to take care of such a treasure and know that I am trusted with such a tiny soul. When God decides it is my turn, I hope he sends me a perfect angel. One that I can love just as much as these tiny souls, now growing up more and more! I really do LOVE, love. But I know I can give nursing love anywhere I am working. I just hope I can stay on as part time or prn. Hmmm.. we'll see. 

DON'T YOU LOVE, LOVE?!?!?!

A kiss is just a kiss till you find the one you love. A hug is just a hug till you find the one you're always thinkin' of. A dream is just a dream till it comes true. Love was just a word till I heard it from you - Mercy Cabrera Speaking of love: current read, yes you knew I would keep reading on... I actually hated the first book. This one is quite lovely. Dear Mr. Grey, you are changing for the better, keep it up and TRAIN all our men out there as well..  signed, D well wishing As I sit here tonight thinking of the bonehead move I made earlier its no wonder I am still single. lol! No I am kidding but really? Is it so hard to ask for life to just fit into place already? I am almost 29 years old. I should be acting my age instead of sulking. Having fun with myself and my friends instead of wallowing in my own loneliness. Who is to say I get to be a prisoner in my own head? In my ex's head? In my past? In my lame thoughts. I am told regularly by a sweet friend that I am too hard on myself. I thank him for always believing in me. (: Hmmm... I also think that my sassfrasticness has put me on edge lately and I have been loving the someecards. They are awesome and a great way to express frustration and angst... So I bid You adieu, but I am leaving you with a cute picty from friday nights game... Whatdouthinkof this?

Still fun times even though we lost.... this guy is a sweetie (my secret) shhhhh

NEXT WEEK: 

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